I'm so tired of feeling like this!?

every morning, if the 8 am or 1 pm I wake up with this feeling of dread.i always feel out of it and numb. a year ago I was diagnosed with bipolar. take lithium and Xanax, and since a year ago. effexor my doc took me away, so I'm having panic attacks so bad. I feel like i cannot control what I'm thinking a fool i just said random things cause I'm so out of it. drink that I can not do other drugs that i the prescribed times. I felt suicidal a couple times and that scares me. I have a daughter, a 4 year old daughter and a son 8 years old. i dont want to lose them. Anyone someone, namely a drug fucking around than lithium, or please tell me what u take or if u have problems. I need help, I'm teetering on the edge ………..

what needs to be to do is go talk to your doc or a psychiatrist and tell him how you feel and demand more. you have three children and you can not feel this way. I know how you feel. I have anxiety and depression and was diagnosed bi-polar. and lithium made me feel like I had to urinate all the time and I was thirsty all the time. psychiatry is not an exact science which could you have diagnosed. or may need to put you on antidepressants and their stabalizer mood. do not give up, just talk to your doc and look at the babies beautiful and know why you're doing what you're doing. you're trying to get help to keep their babies. Hope this helps and good luck

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